Martyr

Lyrics:

kill me
there's no other way
to complete me
time is alive
and I figured it out all right
it's hard to lose a mind
especially with pride

fuck myself to death now
that's right
giving it all up for something
that must be right
my assumptions are fried
let's pretend that I lied

whether I do want it or not
it makes no difference
you're gonna tear a hole on my life
a one-time precedent

through the realms of regrets
I will know no enemies
I know you will love me
wrong
I know belief is disease

do remind me once again
how to be alive when I don't know?
what gives me the part
that pulls one through?

why is that when I really
achieving something,
after it, it's not the same?
never is the same
you're faithful within
death is your name
never is the same

in the meantime

darling, I will love you
sometimes
ripping apart all the limits
just still confines
see awareness arise
the ultimate weapon is designed

so fuck myself to death now
that's right
giving it all up for something
that must be right
my assumptions are fried
let's pretend that I lied

whether I do want it or not
it makes no difference
you're gonna tear a hole on my life
a one-time precedent

moving on to something
it is never, it's wrong, it's the same
I know you will love me
wrong
I know death is your name

do remind me once again
how to be alive when I don't know?
what gives me the part
that pulls one through?

why is that when I really
achieving something,
after it, it's not the same?
never is the same
you're faithful within
death is your name
never is the same

I want your
I want your soul to fill
life is here
to make you make you feel

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I drink your tears in silence

Lyrics:

why would I listen to your
every word, to your every word
when I do understand your silence
what you've been missing so far
could be given by these hands
we could be one through the silence

I see your portal eyes are gates
you've got the one who mitigates
I hold you in silence

reject the shades of the night
get healed now by these hands
I drink your tears in silence

you're wielding impertinent doom
through your every word
but I let them collide with silence
if you do decide
that you'll never speak again
no no never again
we could be one through the silence

I see your portal eyes are gates
you've got the pain that mitigates
I hold you in silence

reject the shades of the night
get healed now by these hands
I drink your tears in silence

no no no no never
darling I won't ever
let you be a bitter soul

baby, I've finished making sense
I wanna hold your face
right between my hands

I see your portal eyes are gates
you've got the one who mitigates
I hold you in silence

reject the shades of the night
get healed now by these hands
I drink your tears in silence

no no no no never
darling I won't ever
let you be a bitter soul

baby, I've finished making sense
I wanna hold your face
right between my hands

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Colorado Psycho

Lyrics:

Nancy, you were in my dreams,
a couple of nights ago,
we finally talked of everything,
that brought us down so low

when I awoke I shed some tears,
and reflected on my life,
my empty arms are aching,
to be holding you, my wife

oh, Nancy where are you now
I heard you moved to Colorado
I'd really love to see you again,
girl, I miss you so

thing is:

you're the cosmis bliss
all I want and miss
this truth is a fist
you don't even exist

I'll never go back to the neighborhood,
and our big pink house up the drive,
and I never tell anyone about those days,
how we made it out alive

this pill is a hard one to swallow
Nancy, I made you up today,
so I can look for you tomorrow
a figment of imagination

Nancy, you've got the love I know
I want to track it down
so I put you to Colorado
a figment of imagition

I know what I'm gonna do
I won't touch you
I won't be even talking to you
I'll be watching you
just watching you
I'll be watching you

I know your every single thought
you'll be having through the night
I know the color of the lipstick
you'll reapply in the car
I know the feeling I'll have
when I guess your movements right
I know we'll have a life of love
for you exist only in my mind

Nancy, my lover is sorrow
I heard you moved to Colorado

oh, Nancy where are you now
I heard you moved to Colorado
I'd really love to see you again,
girl, I miss you so

thing is:

you're the cosmis bliss
all I want and miss
this truth is a fist
you don't even exist

I'll never go back to the neighborhood,
and our big pink house up the drive,
and I never tell anyone about those days,
how we made it out alive

passing time has changed my mind,
a brand new point of view
if I could only track you down,
I'd find a way to change yours too

I know what I'm gonna do
I won't touch you
I won't be even talking to you
I'll be watching you
just watching you
I'll be watching you

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Her heart belongs to Cthulhu

Lyrics:

ohoo

Cthulhu has my lady
I can assure you that
he keeps her with
unrelenting persistency
I mean he's got his tentacles
wrapped around her face, her face

and not particularly gently, either
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, au

he keeps her in that place
with a tentacle on her face

and the most frightening
thing of it all
is that I like her at that place
take it away, Matt

baby, baby, baby never come back
baby, baby please don't come back

she said:
"my heart belongs to Cthulhu!"

"he will only give you slavery!"

"white boy! that's more than I would
get from you!"

you're damn right about that
that's more than you would get from me
but what if you were
came back to me anyway?

that would be a bad fucking idea, baby
because I'm a very-very ego driven person
who was able to tolerate you
up to this fucking point in time

then she said:
"feel free to masturbate yourself to death, white boy
I won't be going back to you
no, no, no, nu, nu, nu"

her heart belongs to Cthulhu

oh yeah yeah yeah yeah

you give me a pain
that moves through me like
a pig through a python
oh yes, you do

her heart belongs to Cthulhu
oh yeah

never, never, never come back, babe
never come back to me, yeahdajksfksjadhfaslkdjf

her heart belongs to Cthulhu
oh yeah

you give me a pain
that moves through me like
a pig through a python
oh yes, you do

her heart belongs to Cthulhu
oh yeah

and she will never never never
never, never come back to me
and that's the way I want it to be

yeah

aha, that's right

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papa

A collaboration with Billy Oneness.

Lyrics :

dope invincible, number one, yeah
my ladylover loves having a shot
gigantus, gigantes
I can't even tell you
I know we are in her mercy now
ja, my tune is:

papa

papa, just smile

see now

just smile
I never really wanna make you sad
no
papa
and that's just I want to be known
ooya

your smile
I never really wanna make you sad
no, papapapa
and that's just what I want to be
naja, naja

I remember the first day
you taking me to schooloo
and you buy me all my bookoo
you said: my son, now remember
the rooloo: go learn your bookoo
will make you never be a fooloo

looh, uh, uh

learn the bookoo, don't be fooloo

lalalala
noja

just smile
I never really wanna make you sad
no, papapapapapa
and that's just what I want to
beya, booya, ooya

ja. in september:
everyday
we went to the beach
then we went to the mall
you bought my boots
and a new football

"see, son?
they are immaculate!
and clean and keen
and clean indeed!"

see now
lalalalala

no
lalalalala

ja, see

just smile
I never really wanna make you sad
no, papa
and that's just what I want to be known
ooya

ooya, seeno, I see now
ja. I am a regular gu-guy now.
jee. I'm a happy Indonesian.
ja. this time I'm no-mot a seed
graver. seed. in a man?

Indonesian. ja.

this time I'm immaterial ee-ja-ho
I'm gonna helping it

me me me
me me me

mihave kashe, papa
nu nemene
cas, papa

forget the past
worrying my family
had the rundada

meehave hoom
disafeemee oon

no
I'll buy your tears, papa
come at me

we'll have a loondapa
you got the loondada

avelundadepapapi
gelunka

I remember the first day
you taking me to schooloo
and you buy me all my bookoo
you said: my son, now remember
the rooloo: go learn your bookoo
will make you never be a fooloo

looh, uh, uh

learn the bookoo, don't be fooloo

lalalala
noja

just smile
I never really wanna make you sad
no, papapapapapa
and that's just what I want to
beya, booya, ooya

ja. in september:
everyday
we went to the beach
then we went to the mall
you bought my boots
and a new football

"see, son?
they are immaculate!
and clean and keen
and clean indeed!"

see now
lalalalala
no
lalalalala

ja, see

just smile
I never really wanna make you sad
no, papa
and that's just what I want to be known
ooya

ooya, seeno, I see now

my lady never allowed me
having a shot
secret, is in me

bye

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Submit to the Woman

Lyrics :

leave no control
trap me with power
show some energy

bitch please
bring no control

well if you want
if you like
I won't even
put up a fight

well
if you want
if you like
I will let you
turn me outside

she no longer cares for stopping
she's gonna beat me into something
but really I don't even give a fucking ...
because I'm really fed up with
the searching
I'm gonna submit to the woman

submit to the woman

leave no control
trap me with power
show some energy

well if you want
if you like
I won't even
put up a fight

well if you want
if you like
I will let you
turn me outside

bitch please
bring no control

might this submissive tendency
be indicative of a
false conception of love
I wonder

I've got to
be there when
you turn to
less civilized

you'll never
be the one
I'll turn to
and criticize

she no longer cares for stopping
she's gonna beat me into something
but really I don't even give a fucking ...
because I'm really fed up with
the searching
I'm gonna submit to the woman

bitch please
bring no control

women are the best
it takes a man
to recognize that

you're so safely beautiful
beua-beau-beua-beautiful

I want you
I won't even put up a fight

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Motherfucker

Lyrics :

there's a time to
pulling hell to a clinch
oh baby, they won't move over

pick me up once again
give just one more life to repent

devour this me
on frontal lobotomy

devour this me-thing
demand all
or anything

with no conscience on the run
please don't take it the wrong way
if I kill everyone

what the fuck is wrong with my life?
could it be that it amends my demise?
even if it's so that death may die
tried the exit and came back all the time

this blood on the floor
no need to react this time
it's mine

come on and pick me up
I want an empty space to put you in it
pour me out
I want a severed hand to slap you with it
come on and pick me up
I want infinite time to make you feel it
come on and pour me out
I want this play and I want this part in it
motherfucker

pick me up once again
give just one more life to repent

what the fuck is wrong with my life?
could it be that it amends my demise?
even if it's so that death may die
tried the exit and came back all the time

this blood on the floor
no need to react this time
it's mine

come on and pick me up
I want an empty space to put you in it
pour me out
I want a severed hand to slap you with it
come on and pick me up
I want infinite time to make you feel it
come on and pour me out
I want this play and I want this part in it
motherfucker

pick me up once again
give just one more life to repent

there's a time to
pulling hell to a clinch
oh baby, they won't move over

devour this me-thing
demand all
or anything

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