Martyr

Lyrics:

kill me
there's no other way
to complete me
time is alive
and I figured it out all right
it's hard to lose a mind
especially with pride

fuck myself to death now
that's right
giving it all up for something
that must be right
my assumptions are fried
let's pretend that I lied

whether I do want it or not
it makes no difference
you're gonna tear a hole on my life
a one-time precedent

through the realms of regrets
I will know no enemies
I know you will love me
wrong
I know belief is disease

do remind me once again
how to be alive when I don't know?
what gives me the part
that pulls one through?

why is that when I really
achieving something,
after it, it's not the same?
never is the same
you're faithful within
death is your name
never is the same

in the meantime

darling, I will love you
sometimes
ripping apart all the limits
just still confines
see awareness arise
the ultimate weapon is designed

so fuck myself to death now
that's right
giving it all up for something
that must be right
my assumptions are fried
let's pretend that I lied

whether I do want it or not
it makes no difference
you're gonna tear a hole on my life
a one-time precedent

moving on to something
it is never, it's wrong, it's the same
I know you will love me
wrong
I know death is your name

do remind me once again
how to be alive when I don't know?
what gives me the part
that pulls one through?

why is that when I really
achieving something,
after it, it's not the same?
never is the same
you're faithful within
death is your name
never is the same

I want your
I want your soul to fill
life is here
to make you make you feel

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